I helps that she is in the same situation as me, stupid guy with a new girlfriend. Although I don’t know how she does it, she was with him for 3 years as I just had a summer fling and feel this bad. I saw him when I was in Lebanon in November; he came with ‘her’. I couldn’t even look at him, he would talk to me and I couldn’t even make myself look at him. I would even ignore him at times. I really want to go to Lebanon for new years, just hoping that he’ll realize that he wants to be with me. Unrealistic? I know, but I can’t help it. I often find myself thinking about him, but I’m getting better, forgetting him at times. I want to be there for L. when she sees him, just so that she knows that I’m there for her and that I understand what she’s going through.


We’ll make it.

I know it.


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